let me be selfish for a while... i am sad

sadness has poured over me... again

i just want to have this time for my self... selfishness... a time to be sad...

tomorrow ill be smiling again... but is it a genuine smile...?

almost fainted..

i cant believe it happened to me...

got home from work and felt a little uneasy after getting off our car. The elevator door opened and i stepped in... the nightmare started.

my head gone ballistic... everything started to fade into white matter until it almost turned black. i got off the elevator a few floors before our own... almost free falling, then suddenly i felt some one holding me side by side, it was my parents.

i took a sit, our wonderful neighbor gave me some ointment to put on, rested for a while and everything went ok... must have been a little bit too tired =)

sigh i think i got to thank our wonderful neighbor. =)

thrid day and fourth day photography class

the third day was spent on posing...
no pictures to share sorry...

fourth day was on the photo contest...
no picture to share too...

fifth day was graduation...
no picture to show...

so i just posted my id picture, took by our professor on first day of class. =)

be grateful when you can open your mouth

it started a few days ago when i felt a pain in my left jaw... i thought it was just my wisdom tooth ramming its adjacent tooth... guess again.

yesterday, the spoon was unable to get through my mouth anymore, so i had to sip every bit of nourishment i can =(... and so i had to visit the doctor... if it weren't for the "i can't eat" thingy, i probably would have just ignored it =P

at the doctor's clinic, there were 2 possibilities for this problem:
1. tetanus because i have some open wounds on my body and
2. i stupidly misaligned my jaw =)

and so i had my tetanus shots that night, went to see an EENT the next day and went to see a chinese doctor the following day. to cut the story short... i stupidly misaligned my jaw =P

with a little bit of luck and with a little bit of talking to some sensible people i feel its getting better now.

Be grateful when you can open your mouth. =D

officially MCAD

i passed 70-320 today...

congratulate me hahahaha

well at least she did Ü

2nd day photography class in fort santiago

last week we tackled the camera controls, this week we tackled composition =)

of all the pictures i took this week, the most interesting one would probably be "the photogenic cat" because of its story...

i was about to go home when this cat, she kept on following me perhaps there was something in me which attracted the feline... i took several shots of her and this one i liked the most...

"the photogenic feline"

and here are some other pictures...

"the cross"

"the leaf"

"the robot"

"the lamp"

so that's the reason they are great

great men know how to shut their mouth at the peak of anger... control their emotions... calm down... maybe that's why they are regarded as "great people"

coz i can't shut my mouth ... i usually am able to take every bad thrown at me... except for her... heck it might even be a stupid misunderstanding...

of all the people why her... i really am a moron...

1st day photography class in fort santiago

i had my first photography class in fort santiago today, all i can say ... its a cool course. kind of tired so ill just be posting the pictures i took =D

am planning to create a new blog filled with pictures only.. watch out people!

and oh... newbie forgive me if they fail your expectation =D

"the scooter"

"the flower"

"the fountain"

"the reflection"

my cuz's engagement

me and my sis

ok my cuz got engaged today,unfortunately i have not have a picture of her. so i just posted a pic of me and my sister.

we ate at the shang palace of Makati Shangrila. The food was soooooo great! my favorite for the day include the fried eels, prawn balls on orange sauce, sharksfin and crab meat soup =D

and to end my post for today, i'd like to say...

Congrats cuz!!! eileen and gel forever!

got me playing again

i barely touched my ps2 for quite a while now... and this game got me hooked again... =D thats it for now... got to play now =P

mothers day celebration @ highlands steakhouse

mothers day, we celebrated at the highlands steakhouse today. the food was great!

a little bit lazy today so ill just post some pictures =D

the steak i devoured for the night... tastes perfect!

my mother and grandmother, with the roses we bought for them =D

me and my mom

a very delighted sister

and another sister

pride

my pride is eating at me
the pain stings as a bee
i wonder when will i stop
coz meekness makes the pain drop

...

troubled

my head is pretty dizzy
is this the right thing to do
God i am so busy
please guide me on what to do

...

waiting

here's my take on poem writing. when i was in high school they say you have to do it with your heart... guess what, i think i just did!

the love of my life has left me
i wish she is cheerful and happy
deep in the world she may be
i await her return though lonely

...

addictive flash games!

a friend of mine directed me to this site which contained a lot of small funny games. they look so cute you'll think these are kid's stuff... well think again.

these games are so addictive i almost lost my sleep playing "hold the rope" a game where you click on each pulling person to increase their energy... then there was the bottom of the sea which kept me wondering when i will ever get to the bottom... cant i just jump straigt??? its underwater right =P

so what are you waiting for!!! why dont you go to orisinals and try them yourself =)