i wonder what happened

there is this quote somewhere which goes like this "some people make things happen, some watch things happen, and some wonder what has happened". i really think i fall in the "watch things happen" but tonight... i wonder what has happened.

lately, ive been regularly going to the gym every tuesdays and thursdays... i feel a lot more energetic.. and surely i lost some weight. Some people notice this and some people don't, but that's not the topic here so... :P

yesterday (tuesday), i was not able to go to the gym because i had to go somewhere else. So today i though i might as well do some jogging and push ups to make up for that... then this strange feeling happened... i can't do even 10 pushups!

before i started going to the gym... i used to be able to do around 20 easily.. no sweat (yabang mode =P) so i'm wondering... what has happened. :( any ideas anyone?

perhaps im working on a different muscle while im in the gym??? anyways.. i wonder...

an irritating and funny encounter (edit: rethinking, i think what i thought was disgusting)

i usually sleep at the public transport and today is not an exception, the traffic was so bad i was so sleepy yawns... suddenly this "kid" (this adult should grow up!) comes in... takes his nokia 6XXX series (symbian phone) and plays a game at full volume! trying to get attention! everyone's sleeping man! be considerate!

irritated, i started thinking of what if's in my mind... and here's something interesting i'd make up...

what if this "kid" comes in... takes his nokia 6XXX series (symbian phone) and plays a game at full volume, trying to get everyones attention. Suddenly I get my N70 and play a porn movie in full volume! then everyone starts looking at me...
the "kid" will surely die while playing galaga or whatever lame shoot em up he's got on his phone...
the old man beside me will surely be excited to see something in action... although he might get a heart problem in a while.. lolz...
the lady in front of me will probably be trying to cast out some devil spirit from me as i saw her praying while the "kid" was just playing a game...
as for the other passengers... i dunno! hahaha

wow now that's some imagination i got there... anyways. stay happy!

start of something new

i went shopping today, that's what most girls do when their down... but honestly it works! lolz. bought this tri-fold wallet which i saw a few days back... i never bought it because my wallet was still usable, but since i am a bit down... what the hell! lets buy this wallet! hahaha (just bought one thing though... don't want to be carried away spending lots of money which i should not spend!)

went food trippin the rest of the day... with my parents (its one thing they like... food, that's why look at my size! =P) thankfully, they stopped eating and my diet was not destroyed! hahahaha (been goin' to the gym lately... lost 4 lbs!)

Currently i'm listening to this song (singing with it... you should hear me sing =P), and really looking forward for the "start of something new"

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

we're still friends

today, the girl I was courting (or perhaps i have not even started =D) tells me that "friendship is all i can offer you....." ouch, i really liked her... loved her... and it ended just like that... anyways i think that love could never be a one sided thing... so let's leave it to that..... =D

after all these happenings, i could only say its nice to have friends, through out the whole process (or whatever you call this courtship thingy) there were friends who showed their concern and helped me in a lot of ways. I sincerely thank you guys for bein' there (yieeee cheesy naman nito lolz).

Best of all we're still friends.... (with her, you know the girl im courting... =D)

P.S. one thing i'll try to remember "if you have good intentions and not doing anything wrong, go ahead and do it" =D